see me
look at me
you look around me
i'm almost invisible to you
you see me as you want to see me
nothing more and nothing less
look in me
feel me
feel as me
touch me with your eyes
soothe me
excite me
show me your world as you look through mine
i need this from you
i want this from you
i want to get fucked up
turn me upside
inside
outside
anyside
just turn me
i want your eyes on me
see deeper in me
deeper than anyone or god should
ravish me
burn my blood
my flesh
my scar tissue
send me your heat
hurt me with it
open me up
let me flow into you in streams
gushing at you
welcome me to the blacks of your pupils
mold me in your darkness
take me in your darkness
lose me there and hold me
make me scared
i want to fear
my heart to stop
my breath to get heavy
poison me with your malevolent being
i want this
stop seeing through me